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Books I read in February 2021

Books I read in February 2021

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Hello sassy people
Today I’m gonna tell you guys about all the books I read this month!  I read some amazing books and found out some new amazing authors! 
I started the month with Handle With Care by Helena Hunting, because I finished January with Making Up. But, despite it being a good book, that I was fairly interested about, I found a book that got me more excited, so I stopped reading this one and went for:

1- Flirting with the Frenemy 
Author: Pippa Grant
Series: Bro Code #1

Blurb: Mission: Survive my best friend’s wedding, where I must play nice with my ex and his perfect new girlfriend.

Strategy: Bring the hottest fake boyfriend on the planet.

Target: Grady Rock. Master Baker. Dimples. Muscles. The unicorn of fake boyfriends.

Complication: Wyatt Morgan. My brother’s best friend. My sworn enemy. Military man. Sexy as hell single dad. The man I let into my panties for one night of hot hate sex after my ex dumped me.

And the man who just scared off that perfect fake boyfriend.

By pretending to be my real boyfriend.

I can roll with this though. What’s the harm in Flirting with the Frenemy if it helps me get the job done? Complete my mission and move on.

Or so I thought. Until Wyatt kisses me again and I start feeling things I shouldn’t. The thing about weddings…nothing ever goes as planned.

I found this book because of a piece on “Book+Main Bites” and I just loved that piece. Then I saw that the trope was military man, and that has been on my reading list for months now, so I decided to give it a chance.
I have to be honest, the cover and the name of the book made me reluctant at first, but the writing quality on the bite was really good and it got me rooked, so I decided to give it a shot and I’m glad I did!
I loved this book, it was crazy (in a good way) but also so cute and it touched topics that are heavy in a super light way and because of that, right now, after a month that I read it, my main memory is not about the heavy or painful moments, but about the crazy pirate-themed moments and the super cute single dad moments.
The main characteristic of this book is its location. The story happens in Shipwreck, a city (in the mountains) that revolves around the pirate thematic. They make treasure hunts, pirate weddings, cosplays, and all types of pirate-related activities. That for me was one of the best and funniest parts of the book. There is also a crazy, cute, and funny best friend, a jerk of an ex-boyfriend, a hot, cute, loving, military man single dad, and a strong-minded, determined and stubborn female lead, who is also someone who went through some traumatic moments in a car accident.
All these things should not work together, but Pippa Grant manages to make it all fit and be light and enjoyable.

General grade: 4/5 (the plot is not full of things, it is simple, but not empty… but it’s not so elaborated, there are no plot twists or any major problems to solve, it is a very simplistic and uncomplicated book)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (Ellie super strong female lead, who never wants to depend on anyone and Wyatt is a cute and nonsexist male lead, who suffers from being away from his child.)
Final grade: 9/10 (light, funny and cute, but also eccentric with a lot of different tropes that somehow really worked together here)

After I finished this book there was the rest of the series, the next book would be “America’s Geekheart”, but I wanted to know Grady’s story, and the synopsis made me fall in love with this story.

2- Master Baker 
Author: Pippa Grant
Series: Bro Code #4

Blurb: They call me the sugar whisperer.
Anything your tongue desires, I can bake it. Scones? Child’s play. Cupcakes? I’ll frost them so good you won’t know what hit you. Donuts? Please.
You’re talking to a master baker.
But there’s one egg I’ve never been able to crack.
My best friend.
Correction: My former best friend.
She’s the apple in my pie. The whip in my cream. The lemon in my meringue. The wish in my bone.
She’s the one who got away.
After ten years in the military, she’s back. She’s bruised and battered by life, but she’s back.
Except she’s not my second chance. She’s gone to the dark side.
Running a rival bakery in a town not big enough for two.
So now I have to decide—which do I want more?
My bakery?
Or the woman I never should’ve let go of in the first place?

Master Baker - cover

This story was super cute and super fun, but it was not what I was expecting. First of all, one part that caught my attention on the synopsis was that the female lead, Annika, was in the military. I absolutely love to see females in male-dominated areas and the military is a super macho man area. But I got a little disappointed because she doesn’t mention the military so much and she had a desk job, so the military job doesn’t really make a difference to the story. If she did any other job before the book started, it wouldn’t make much of a difference.
Now, that did not ruin the book, the book is still pretty good, really funny, and still handles some heavy subjects with lightness and a lot of weirdness and craziness.
One big thematic in the book is the rivalry between Shipwreck (Grady’s pirate-themed town) and Sarcasm (Annika’s eccentric town) and mainly the fight between their two bakeries.
The story is cute, funny, weird, and crazy and I’m starting to realize that that is Pippa Grant’s signature.

General grade: 4/5 (like the previous one, simple storyline, organized and light, but really simple)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (Annika is super strong and independent, even though she has a desk job in the military, she is still in the military and that is just badass, and I love that she is a female that cannot cook or bake, but sometimes I think Grady is a little sexist, he, in the past and sometimes during the book, wants her to give up her own goals to be with him, later he solves that, but is present at some points)
Final grade: 8/10 (again, light, funny and crazy, and mainly super cute)

 The “bakery in a small town” mood got to me and I remembered that I didn’t finish the Hudson Valley Series (I read the first one last year during a reading challenge), so I went for the second book:

Cream of the Crop - cover

3- Cream Of The Crop 
Author: Alice Clayton
Series: Hudson Valley #2

Blurb: Manhattan’s It Girl, Natalie Grayson, has it all: she’s a hot exec at a leading advertising firm, known industry-wide for her challenging and edgy campaigns. She’s got a large circle of friends, a family that loves her dearly, and her dance card is always full with handsome eligible bachelors. What else could a modern gal-about-town wish for? The answer, of course, is…cheese.
Natalie’s favorite part of each week is spending Saturday morning at the Union Square Farmer’s Market, where she indulges her love of all things triple cream. Her favorite booth also indulges her love of all things handsome. Oscar Mendoza, owner of the Bailey Falls Creamery and purveyor of the finest artisanal cheeses the Hudson Valley has to offer, is tall, dark, mysterious, and a bit oblivious. Or so she thinks. But that doesn’t stop Natalie from fantasizing about the size of his, ahem, milk can.
Romance is churning, passion is burning, and something incredible is rising to the top. Could it be…love?

I have to say that I did not expect what I got in this book. I met Natalie in the first book, which tells the story of her best friend, Roxie. There we already know that she has a major crush on the dairy farmer, Oscar. I also met Oscar in the previous book, where he was super quiet and seemed kinda moody and sulky.
They are completely different from what I imagined. What got to me the most in the entire book is Natalie’s confidence. I don’t think I ever read (or saw, or met) a woman with so much confidence. She talks about being a size-eighteen woman and what everyone says she cannot do, and how she does it anyway, or even better, how she does even more. No cleavage? Let’s get even more cleavage. No showing legs? Let’s get the highest heels ever and strut around town as you own it. And I just love that. Reading Natalie makes you love yourself, and it makes you want to be as confident as she is.
The other surprise is Oscar, because the sulky giant becomes a funny, smirky guy in Natalie’s presence, and I just love how comfortable they are around each other from day one.
One other thing that I need to bring up about this story is how Natalie was in an abusive relationship. A lot of people believe that abuse is only physical, but Natalie’s story shows how wrecking and damaging words can be. I believe that to be an incredibly important topic and I love to see how Natalie recovered and came out stronger from this trauma.

General grade: 4/5 (simple plot line and there are problems that are sometimes ignored and not exactly solved, but super fun writing and cute story)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (this book has two points that are worth mentioning, Oscar has some closed off behaviors and some super jerk moments (one or two only) where he was a bit ignorant, and I was not so happy about it, but Natalie’s confidence, power, and strength is too much to give this book any less than a 5 in this category)
Final grade: 9/10 (just amazing and a role model in so many ways to how we females should see ourselves) 

I was gonna continue the Hudson Valley Series and start Buns, but Goodreads recommended this series, and I feel in love with the beginning of the synopsis, I couldn’t wait to read it.

4- Overruled 
Author: Emma Chase
Series: The Legal Briefs #1

Blurb: As a DC defense attorney, Stanton Shaw keeps his head cool, his questions sharp, and his arguments irrefutable. They don’t call him the Jury Charmer for nothing – with his southern drawl, disarming smile and captivating green eyes – he’s a hard man to say no to. Men want to be him and women want to be thoroughly cross examined by him.
Stanton’s a man with a plan. And for a while, life was going according to that plan. Until the day he receives an invitation to the wedding of his high school sweetheart and mother of his beloved ten-year old daughter. Jenny is getting married — to someone who isn’t him. That’s definitely not part of the plan.
Sofia Santos is a city raised, no-nonsense litigator who plans to become the most revered criminal defense attorney in the country. She doesn’t have time for relationships or distractions. But when Stanton, her “friend with mind-blowing benefits” begs for help, she finds herself out of her element, out of her depth, and obviously out of her mind. Because she agrees to go with him – to The-Middle-Of-Nowhere, Mississippi – to do all she can to help Stanton win back the woman he loves. Her head tells her she’s crazy…and her heart says something else entirely. What happens when you mix a one stop-light town, two professional arguers, a homecoming queen, four big brothers, some Jimmy Dean sausage and a gun-toting Nana?
The Bourbon flows, passions rise and even the best laid plans get overruled by the desires of the heart.

Overruled - cover

I’m gonna start by saying, I think I found a new favorite author. Emma Chase is now sharing a spot with Helena Hunting and Meghan Quinn (and Elle Kennedy) in the top 3/4 greatest authors I’ve ever readen. I’m pretty sure I’ll read all her books.
But this book in particular has my heart for several reasons…
So first of all it has a different plotline from any other book that I’ve ever read. Stanton is a dad, who has a high school sweetheart, with who he has an open relationship, being that they live in different places, him in DC, working as an attorney, her in Mississipi. You would think the story is about him and his sweetheart, especially since I did not read the entire synopsis. But then, a powerful, amazing, BRAZILIAN, attorney comes into the scene. Did I say Brazilian? Yes! Brazilian! Sofia Santos is a strong-minded, powerful and intelligent defense attorney, who is friends with benefits with Staton, her colleague, for months now. But Staton is still in love with his baby momma, so he (and Sofia) go back to his hometown, to get her back.
Sounds crazy and painful? It was.
But it is so good!
One last thing that I loved (I loved a lot more, but if I write everything, this post will have 10.000 words), is the courtroom scene and all the arguing qualities that Sofia and Stanton have. I never thought that reading a courtroom scene would be as entertaining as watching one.

General grade: 5/5 (amazing writing; structured plotline with amazing plot twists and also a different story structure than most books, having two conflict points)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (I said this a thousand times already, but Sofia is strong, intelligent, is in a male-dominated area, and did I mention that she is Brazilian? Cause she is the perfect Brazilian character (for those who don’t know, I’m Brazilian), and Staton is just awesome too, nonsexist and respectful and also a great dad)
Final grade: 10/10 (this book brings my new favorite character, Sofia, and an amazing couple that I wish I could read more of)

This series rooked me, and even now, that I finished it, I’m sad because I wanted more. So it is no surprise that after reading Overruled (in 24 hours), I went stray to:

Sustained - cover

5- Sustained 
Author: Emma Chase
Series: The Legal Briefs #2

Blurb: A knight in tarnished armor is still a knight.
When you’re a defense attorney in Washington, DC, you see firsthand how hard life can be, and that sometimes the only way to survive is to be harder. I, Jake Becker, have a reputation for being cold, callous, and intimidating—and that suits me just fine. In fact, it’s necessary when I’m breaking down a witness on the stand.
Complications don’t work for me—I’m a “need-to-know” type of man. If you’re my client, tell me the basic facts. If you’re my date, stick to what will turn you on. I’m not a therapist or Prince Charming—and I don’t pretend to be.
Then Chelsea McQuaid and her six orphaned nieces and nephews came along and complicated the ever-loving hell out of my life. Now I’m going to Mommy & Me classes, One Direction concerts, the emergency room, and arguing cases in the principal’s office.
Chelsea’s too sweet, too innocent, and too gorgeous for her own good. She tries to be tough, but she’s not. She needs someone to help her, defend her…and the kids.
And that — that, I know how to do.

This book… No words.
I’m joking, I actually have a lot of words, they include amazing, wonderful, marvelous, phenomenal, spectacular… The list keeps going.
I’m not gonna say that it is my favorite book because Sofia is not the lead, but if Chelsea was Brazilian, it would be my favorite book.
Did you notice I’m excited?
Okay, let me calm down. This book was amazing, and I got that notion even before it started. The writer, Emma Chase, wrote in the intro how this book was the one book she thought was perfect, the one book that when she finished she wouldn’t change anything. Because it is perfect.
Jake, a sulky and quiet guy, goes from a one-night stand kind of guy to the father figure for six orphan kids. Chelsea, a 26-year-old, who is now responsible for these kids, had to leave her whole life behind to be with them.
I love the family dynamic and I love all the kids, they are unique, each one has a personality and a development that is hard to see even in some lead characters.
The story is amazing, it starts and progresses in an amazing way, there are no loose ends. Everything in this story happens for a reason.
I have a lot more specific points to mention, but if I started saying them this post will become a review of only “Sustained”.

General grade: 5/5 (structured plotline, has the Emma Chase expected double plot twist and super developed characters)
Feminist grade:  5/5 (strong female, but admitting that you need help, sometimes is the biggest sign of strength; we also have a male that is afraid of commitment, but he works through it, and in the end, their relationship is an example)
Final grade: 10/10 (I just loved everything, these characters now have a small piece of my heart and this is probably not the last time I’ll read it)

Now, this is a sad moment because this is the last book from the “The Legal Briefs” Series (actually there is a novella, that I read in March) but I was so sad to not have more stories of these characters. But the series ended with an amazing couple and a character that I was waiting to read since the first book:

6- Appealed 
Author: Emma Chase
Series: The Legal Briefs #3

Blurb: When Brent Mason looks at Kennedy Randolph, he doesn’t see the awkward, sweet girl who grew up next door. He sees a self-assured, stunning woman…who wants to crush the most intimate – and prized – parts of his anatomy beneath the heels of her Christian Louboutins.
Brent has never let the loss of his leg in a childhood accident affect his ability to lead a fulfilling life. He sets high goals–and then he reaches them.
And now he has his sights set on Kennedy.
When Kennedy looks at Brent Mason, all she sees is the selfish, Abercrombie & Fitch catalogue-worthy teenager who humiliated her in high school to join the popular crowd. A crowd that made those years a living hell.
She’s not a lovesick social outcast anymore – she’s a DC prosecutor with a long winning streak behind her. Brent is the opposing attorney in her next case and she thinks it’s time to put him through a little hell of his own.
But things aren’t exactly working out that way.
Because every fiery exchange has her wondering if he’s as passionate in the bedroom as he is in the courtroom. Each argument and objection only makes him want her more. In the end, Brent and Kennedy may just find themselves in love…or in contempt of court. 

Appealed - cover

Brent is amazing. Let’s start there. He is funny, smart, confident, and has a joy that pours out of him. He is full of jokes, but a lot of times, I don’t see them as a defense mechanism (sometimes they are) but most times he is just a person who learned to live life to its most.
Kennedy is strong. She is a prosecutor, she is powerful and she was hurt before. They have a long story together, but also have sides that are unknown to the other. A series of misunderstandings separate them for several years, and ultimately break Kennedy’s trust in Brent.
I love to see them argue in the courtroom, I love their story and especially their strength.
And finally, I love how until the last minute, you don’t know how they are gonna solve their situation, who is gonna win the battle? Because we root for Brent’s client, but Kennedy will not accept losing.
It’s just addictive and now is over and I’m sad.

General grade: 4.5/5 (I loved the plot-line, but I’m not the biggest fan of flashbacks, if not that, the writing is amazing; structured plotline, super developed characters, and an amazing story)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (Kennedy is strong, especially since she suffered from her mother’s verbal abuse for her entire life, but she fights that and becomes who she wants to be, a badass woman, who puts bad guys behind bars. And Brent is a super decent guy and his strength deserves to be here as something that makes him an amazing character and an amazing role model, also because he goes to a therapist and I will always love guys who take care of their mental health; he has a small jerk moment, but he solves that with his therapist and comes back to being amazing, nonsexist and decent)
Final grade: 9.5/10 (This book is pretty damn near perfect and I absolutely loved it, will probably read it a thousand more times)

Okay, that was all. I gotta say, this month was really good bookwise. Found two amazing authors and only read really good books. My vacation is over and college is back so my reading time may be a little shorter, but considering I’ll be reading everything that Emma Chase and Pippa Grant ever wrote, I’ll be reading really good stuff. 

Those were all the books I read this month, soon I’ll be posting individualized reviews for each of them where I tell in extreme detail (and some spoilers) why I loved all these books. 

Well, that is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy these books if you decide to read them. Feel free to leave your opinion about it in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

  • I know that some comments I make about decent guys on my posts are the bare minimum a guy should do, so no, they don’t deserve to be treated like gods for doing the minimum, but at the same time, I’ve read a lot of sexist books and I appreciate authors who make characters that can serve as role models and examples of how a decent guy acts and what a loving and respectful relationship looks like. I believe we should always encourage these authors and bring attention to the ones that still write sexist characters and stories. 
  • I make a lot of comments about sexism and healthy role models in books, but a lot of times these characteristics don’t make the book a bad book and definitely don’t make the author a bad author. Please never shame these authors and these books for these comments, I simply feel that we need to have awareness of the less than ideal situations some books bring us, and not use the romanticized problem as examples of what a relationship should be. Most of these authors are still amazing and the content they write doesn’t reflect directly with their personal views and opinions. Always make sure to respect and be kind to everyone, even while criticizing their content. 

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5 books that get 5 stars in the #feministromancechallenge

5 books that get 5 stars in the #feministromancechallenge

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Hello sassy people!
Today I bring a list of books that, in my opinion, get 5 stars in the feminist analysis category. If you’ve read my reviews before, you know that my main point of analysis in a book is if it brings good examples of characters and relationships. I love to talk about how a character is decent or not, how he or she was sexist, or respectful, I love to talk about how the relationship presented in a certain book is a good example of what a healthy relationship should be and most of all, I feel the NEED to talk consent and how it is reported.
I believe books have a great influence on society in general and I believe we should value the ones that may have a good influence.
That is why, last year I started the hashtag #feministromancechallenge, and I sent this “call to action” to a lot of bookstagrammers I know, but most of them answered me that they did not know any books that fit the description of the challenge, and honestly, that made me really sad. I myself don’t have a lot of them yet, but you guys will hear me talking about these ones nonstop.

 So to start this list, I’m gonna talk about a book that I’ve talked about a lot already in this blog (even though I don’t even have many posts…):

 

A Lie for a Lie - book cover

1 – A Lie for a Lie by Helena Hunting
This book has one of the most respectful male characters that I’ve ever seen. Rook makes mistakes, obviously, and he may be overprotective and a little possessive sometimes, but what strikes me is how he can be aware of his actions, of the moments where he is getting in “caveman mode” and how he searches for help (of his sister mainly) in his journey to prove himself worthy.
Also, this book brings such a strong female lead. Lainey is a woman who went through trauma in her life, but she still is so brave and takes risks that a lot of people wouldn’t, to make the best out of her life. I love how she is strong and faces her challenges and how leaning into Rook in some moments of need does not make her dependent, because that is the last thing she will ever be.
SPOILER!
She becomes a single mom, who can take care and provide for herself and her baby and I absolutely love how difficult it is for her, to accept Rook back in their lives and to lose the control she had, to allow herself to be taken care of.

I also love that Rook has to learn to be a dad, a dad who helps and is present and active in his child’s life. I know that that is the minimum he has to do, but let’s face it, in real life, not on books, how many guys actually do that? I just like that he makes the effort to learn and be there and be the best dad he can.
EXPLICIT!
One last thing, that is sometimes hard to see in books, Lainey is not submissive, and in one particular scene, I love that she has the dominant hole, something that in 99% of books is a male hole.
So, these were just the highlights, if you read the entire book, the whole vibe is respectful and awesome, really, so it deserves the 5/5.

The next one I already talked about a lot here, and even read it again last month, because it is just so good!

2- The Dugout by Meghan Quinn 
So, this one is a 5/5 for me, not only because of the good, communicative, cute, and overall healthy relationship hole model but also because it features something that sometimes is hard to see on books.
I’m a huge fan of Sports Romance, and in real life as well as in most books, sport is a lot of times treated as a man’s subject. I read a lot of these books, where the guy is an athlete and the girl knows nothing about the sport, a lot of times clueless, and the guy has to explain everything to her. Not saying that these girls do not exist, if I was put to watch a game of baseball, I wouldn’t be able to explain one play. But I also know that there are a lot of ladies who love sports, a lot of ladies who play sports, and also a lot of ladies who go through prejudgment while talking about sports.
The Dugout was the first time I read a book where the female lead was a sports fan, and not only a fan, a specialist. Milly is a girl who loves that sport so much, she knows everything about it, she knows stats, she knows the technics and she also knows how to play (even though baseball is a male-dominated sport). Also, she is the only hope that Carson has, to get back at playing baseball the way he did before his injury. That fact, for me, is already enough to have a good score, but you partner that up whit a super nice and decent guy, who is able to recognize his sexist moments and correct them.

I don’t expect all guys to never again make a sexist comment, or never again have a douchbag moment. I expect them to realize them and change that behavior, apologize and try to recognize those moments in the future, and that is exactly what Carson does.
Last but not least, their relationship is one of the healthiest ones I’ve read in this series. They are honest, they communicate, they have so much in common and you understand and believe their connection.
For that, and honestly, so much more, this book deserves a 5/5.

The next one is an important one, that brings a lot of major subjects and honestly, it is just amazing.

TRIGGER WARNING: this book features victims of sexual abuse and domestic violence. The book does not bring explicit details of their experiences but brings up the topic in a respectful and light-hearted way. I wouldn’t say it is a heavy book, but I understand that some people might not want to read this type of content.

3- The Deal by Elle Kennedy 

I’m sorry if I scared you with that trigger warning. In my opinion, it is not a heavy book, especially because I like reading books about how people who went through such horrible situations overcome them, and try to be happy and live their lives in such a strong way. And that is exactly the kind of experience this book brings. Hannah, a victim of sexual abuse, is a strong, wonderful woman, who is in college and is trying to regain control of her love and sex life. As you may imagine, despite being so strong, her experience has a lot of influence on her actions and reactions and they shape, in a lot of ways, how she lives her life.
That on its own is amazing, but I also love the male perspective in this book. Obviously, his struggle is not as strong, but I love seeing how Garret adapts, how he deals with the situation, how he is respectful and just adorable.
Just writing about this book is making me want to read it again…. so obviously 5/5.

The next one, which is also a book that I’ve already mentioned here, is a 5/5, but the reasons are not so obvious…
TRIGGER WARNING: This book features mental health problems and PTSD.

4 – Hearts In Darkness by Laura Kaye 

The story of this book builds around the fact that this couple, Makenna and Caden, met while trapped in a dark elevator for 4 hours.
For me, the fascinating part is that this couple falls for each other without ever having seen one another. Their relationship starts and is based on their conversations, their interactions, what they have in common and how they create this amazing connection in those 4 hours.
The book contradicts the most common instalove plotline. Most stories about love, at first sight, are based on looks. These couples “fall in love” because the other person is hot, or at least interesting. Here, this is not the case. Obviously, these 4 hours don’t make them soulmates who will get married tomorrow, but unlike any of those other stories, this couple is getting started whit a pretty solid foundation.
One thing that Caden thinks about a lot during the book is the prejudgment he receives because he is a man full of tattoos and piercings. He is also shy, closed off, and sometimes a little antisocial, which means that in a normal situation, in his mind, a woman like Makenna would never give him a chance at first sight. The fact that the looks element doesn’t exist there means that she gets to know him, the person he is, his personality, and some of his deepest secrets without judging his appearance first.

Hearts In Darkness - book cover

Also, Caden suffers from severe anxiety and PTSD, which again, I love seeing people who went to such hard situations overcome them, but I also love that this is a male character, dealing with mental health, which is a major problem for a lot of men. A lot of them have difficulty to ask and accept help, and even a lot of times acknowledge that they even that a problem.
For all of these, this book deserves one hell of a 5/5.

 Last, but not least…

Hooking Up - book cover

5 – Hooking Up by Helena Hunting 
This a book I read recently (last month to be exact) and I had a struggle to choose between this one and some others that were on my list, but this book brings something more than just a healthy and cute relationship.
This is the second book in the Shacking Up series, and because I read the first two in order, I already knew the female lead, Amalie, from the first one. In it, she was engaged to Armstrong, who from chapter one, was already categorized as a major jerk and abusive boyfriend, in my head. Throughout the book, in the many interactions Ruby (the Shacking Up lead character) had with the couple and even more in Amalie’s descriptions of their relationship, we could see how he slowly took away her confidence, her personality, her power, and how it was subtle, that even Amalie didn’t realize it until it was too late and she was married to him.
In Hooking Up we see how her past relationship fails made her subject herself to such horrible treatment because he wasn’t like the guys she dated before, he was safe.

This book shows a fact, that even if some of us already know that, I believe a lot of people don’t realize, abuse is not only physical. These people can destroy someone else’s life just with their words and actions, and it is always important to be aware of signs of abusive relationships because just like Amalie, a lot of us can be in one and not even realize it until it is too late.
One other thing that gets my attention in this book is Armstrong’s opinions on marriage, relationships, and how he saw his own actions. While reading a lot of them, we think to ourselves a lot of times, “how is he so ridiculous?” “No one with a sane mind would think like that”, but unfortunately, I believe a lot of men out in the world do think like that and do explain their situations and actions as he does.
The book has a lot more because the awesome couple that Amalie and Lexington are is just so good to read, but, for me, just the abusive relationship portrait is enough to earn 5/5.

Those were all the books on my list for now. I hope that this list keeps growing and growing and I will definitely have a #2, #3, #4, and beyond. 

One last thing…. having sexist characters and portraiting unhealthy relationships does not make a book a bad book, I just think that we should always be aware of these characteristics and not romanticize them. Just because Christian Grey is hot and the story is kinda cool, it does not mean we should see his actions as something acceptable (Fifty Shades is just one of the many examples….). It doesn’t mean we shouldn’t read it, just means we should always know, and that is my ultimate goal in this blog, to always know and let you know about these tiny, sometimes unnoticeable details. 

If you know any book that fits this description, please leave it in the comments or post it on Instagram with the hashtag #feministromancechallenge. 

That is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy these books if you decide to read them. Feel free to leave your opinion about them in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

  • I know that some comments I make about decent guys on my posts are the bare minimum a guy should do, so no, they don’t deserve to be treated like gods for doing the minimum, but at the same time, I’ve read a lot of sexist books and I appreciate authors who make characters that can serve as role models and examples of how a decent guy acts and what a loving and respectful relationship looks like. I believe we should always encourage these authors and bring attention to the ones that still write sexist characters and stories. 
  • I make a lot of comments about sexism and healthy role models in books, but a lot of times these characteristics don’t make the book a bad book and definitely don’t make the author a bad author. Please never shame these authors and these books for these comments, I simply feel that we need to have awareness of the less than ideal situations some books bring us, and not use the romanticized problem as examples of what a relationship should be. Most of these authors are still amazing and the content they write doesn’t reflect directly with their personal views and opinions. Always make sure to respect and be kind to everyone, even while criticizing their content. 

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The Kiss Thief – Review

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I resisted the urge to drag my palm over my stomach, imagining it getting swollen and round and perfect, carrying the fruit of our love. The fruit of my love. No one ever said that he loved me. No one even suggested that. - Francesca  (The Kiss Thief - L.J. Shen)

Hello sassy people
So today I’m gonna talk about my first book of the year!!!

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Name: The Kiss Thief 

Author: L.J. Shen
Series: Standalone
Blurb: They say your first kiss should be earned.
Mine was stolen by a devil in a masquerade mask under the black Chicago sky.
They say the vows you take on your wedding day are sacred.
Mine were broken before we left church.
They say your heart only beats for one man.
Mine split and bled for two rivals who fought for it until the bitter end.
I was promised to Angelo Bandini, the heir to one of the most powerful families in the Chicago Outfit.
Then taken by Senator Wolfe Keaton, who held my father’s sins over his head to force me into marriage.
They say that all great love stories have a happy ending.
I, Francesca Rossi, found myself erasing and rewriting mine until the very last chapter.
One kiss.
Two men.
Three lives.
Entwined together.
And somewhere between these two men, I had to find my forever.

So, where do I start…?
Francesca is a mob princess, she is the daughter of a mob boss, from the Outfit, a Chicago-based mob family. She is in love and destined to be engaged to Angelo, the son of an important mob member, and also her childhood love. In her family, there is a tradition, a box with papers that help you find your true love. When Francesca goes to an event (a mascarade ball, this is an important detail), her paper says she will receive her first kiss from her true love, and she tries to make that happen with Angelo, but in the middle of the night, she meets a very antipathic man, Senator Wolfe Keaton, who embarrasses her at the dinner table. Later, when she leaves the ballroom for fresh air, Keaton (dressed as Angelo) shows up and gives her her true love’s kiss.
The title, “The Kiss Thief” despite being a nice story, is about the fact that he stole the kiss that was supposed to be her true love’s kiss, and that makes him her true love, but that bothers me, cause the main point of this book happens without consent. She never agreed to kiss him, and he tricked her into doing it. That for me is an issue and a very not cool starting point.

Later in the book, (or maybe the next day, I’m not sure) Keaton appears in her house, goes into her father’s office, and when he leaves, she is moving to his house, because she is going to marry him. Just like that.
From there on, she tries to fight him, until she starts having an interest in him, and they slowly start to fall in love as we already knew it would happen.
They have a lot of banter and a lot of jealousy explosions and misunderstandings that lead to fights and problems.

"Nemesis is my spirit animal. She was the one to lure Narcissus to a pool where he saw his own reflection and died of vanity. Pride is a terrible illness."

This book was interesting, not at all what I expected. Reading the synopsis, I believe that this book was gonna be about a love triangle between her childhood love and her newly arranged husband. But from the very beginning of their relationship (well, when they actually started one, not when he barged inside her house and demanded her from her father) Francesca was interested in Wolfe and in developing a nice marriage. At no point, I felt that they had an actual love triangle because she never loved them at the same time. When she loved Angelo, she hated Wolfe, and when she started loving Wolfe, she gave up on Angelo (actually I think it was even before she realized she loved Wolfe).

This couple lacks clear communication, and Wolfe is overall sexist and too possessive. This book has a lot of sexism, but at the same time is a mob-related book, so we ignore some things, like the arranged marriage and the huge age gap. But there is one difference from this book to all the other mob books I’ve read, Wolfe is not a mafia member, so I would expect him to be a lot more respectful and overall nicer to his fiance and later on, wife. He is a grumpy character, who warms up later, but in most of the book, he is really unpleasant.

Wolfe is horrible in a lot of moments, but then magically, when he is with Francesca in bed, he is lovely. Despite being a nice plot, “she makes him a better man” and everything, it is not a very realistic one. This couple in my opinion is not healthy, they have major trust issues that are never solved because you know, taking her virginity as a way to find out that she was in fact not lying about it, is not the solution to the problem, and just because they don’t address it anymore, doesn’t mean it’s not there, as the rest of the book proves. Wolfe is violent sometimes, possessive and bossy (in a very not cool way), he is overbearing and domineering, which I do not appreciate. And some of their actions are simply childish, as using other people to make their partner jealous. Francesca comes from a very male-dominated world and honestly, she leaves her horrible sexist father for a slightly better husband, whose only positive action I see is that he lets her go to college.
I expected him to be a normal guy, but he acts like a mob member, having actions that would never be ok in a normal situation.

"Kids, by definition, are the messiest, and therefore the lowest on my wish list. However, I do understand your need to reproduce, and I will not stop you if you wish to have children. You will just have to take into consideration two things. One - they will not be mine. You can get pregnant through a sperm donor. And two - I will not play a role in their lives. If you choose to have kids, I will make sure to provide for you and them, and house you somewhere nice and safe. But if you choose to be with me - really be with me - we will never have children Francesca.  - Wolfe  (The Kiss Thief - L.J. Shen)

When he doesn’t want children, that is it, matter solved (I understand that this is an arranged marriage and this is not a normal situation where these conversations would be had before you get married but is still something that annoys me). So yeah, Wolfe is the boss of this relationship and the only aspect I like about this is that Francesca fights for her rights inside this very unusual situation (at least I hope is unusual).

I am a warrior and a lady... and a sane person who can deal with this horrid man.  - Francesca  (The Kiss Thief - L.J. Shen)

The main plot point that I believed would be explored was the box about true love because it seemed like a nice touch and something that the story would develop around, but it was mentioned a couple of times and completely forgotten later. The box served just to have the stolen kiss and then later is pretty much a detail that you kind of forget. Also, the way that Wolfe plays with the box, manipulating the moments, kinda ruins the “true love magic” that it would be cool to have. 

Despite these characteristics, the book is well written, the characters have development, you learn their life history and understand them. That is why want to make clear that my criticism is about the history and the sexism presented in it. I love L.J. Shen, she is a great author and one of my favorites, just to make that clear…. The book is good, the situation is bad. 
I liked her approach to the mob princess life, and how she is compared to a normal person’s life. And also how the sexist mob world affected her relationship with her family. It’s nice to have a view of the mob world from the outside (the books that I’ve read were from an inside perspective) but still have some inside parts, where you see how they live and interact.

Our maid, Clara, often said, "You don't need to meet your husband, Frankie. You need to meet your parents' expectations."  She wasn't wrong. I was born into a gilded cage. It was spacious, but locked, nonetheless. Trying to escape it was risking death. I didn't like being a prisoner, but I imagined I'd like it much less than being six feet under. And so I'd never even dared to peek through the bars of my prison and see what was on the other side. - Francesca  (The Kiss Thief - L.J. Shen)

This quote represents her relationship with her family really accurately, showing how she is a prisoner and pretty much a product that her father was gonna sell at some point.
One thing that intrigued me was her vision of her father, and how that changed, along with the way he treats her.

The first quote was at the beginning of the book, where Francesca was still promised to Angelo, a nice little doll, with good manners, a pretty face, and an obedient attitude.
The second quote is later in the book, where she is already living with Wolfe, and he allowed her (it pains me to say allowed) to go to college. At this point she is no longer of value to him, so he treats her like trash. Very interesting change, don’t you think?
Last but not least, while I read my books, I highlight points that I know I’m going to want to talk about in my review. These highlights become the quotes that you saw above. But one thing that impressed me about this book is that I did not have any romantic highlights. Not one of Francesca talking about how she loves Wolfe. Not saying that the book doesn’t have it, just that most of it is negative, and that just shows me even more how unhealthy their relationship is.

These are the quotes that represent their relationship, and that is just sad. In falling for Wolfe, she did not just accepted living in a controlled and sexist environment, but she also gave up her individuality, even thinking that he was the best part of her. The last quote, spoken in the end of the book shows how she was in a cage at the beginning of the book, and at the end she just gave up the use of her wings, meaning that in both situations she is never gonna fly, she is never gonna be free, not a lot has changed.

In conclusion, despite all the negative relationship examples, mob books fascinate me and this one was an interesting and different experience, so it was not all bad. 

 

So the score on this book is: 

General grade: 4/5 (developed characters, the plot was a little dense, but overall a nice experience) 

Feminist grade: 3/5 (sexist characters, a strong female lead, but her actions are a lot of times childish and immature, and their relationship is far from healthy) 

Final grade: 7/10 (A nice book, but not something I feel in love with) 

Well, that is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy this book if you decide to read it. Feel free to leave your opinion about it in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

  • I make a lot of comments about sexism and healthy role models in books, but a lot of times these characteristics don’t make the book a bad book and definitely don’t make the author a bad author. Please never shame these authors and these books for these comments, I simply feel that we need to have awareness of the less than ideal situations some books bring us, and not use the romanticized problem as examples of what a relationship should be. Most of these authors are still amazing and the content they write doesn’t reflect directly with their personal views and opinions. Always make sure to respect and be kind to everyone, even while criticizing their content. 

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Hello sassy people!
So today I’ll make a huge effort and narrow all the books I read this year to my 12 favorites.

This was a difficult task and I had a lot more books to mention. These ones were the ones that marked me the most, sometimes not because they were the best ones, or the most well writen ones, but the ones that the story stuck with me. 

These books were not all released in 2020, I just read them that year, and I intend to post indivialized reviews of every one of them.

 So to make a good start, my ALL TIME FAVORITE was:

 

1- A Lie for A Lie

Author: Helena Hunting
Series: All In #1
Blurb: Sometimes I need an escape from the demands, the puck bunnies, and the notoriety that come with being an NHL team captain. I just want to be a normal guy for a few weeks. So when I leave Chicago for some peace and quiet, the last thing I expect is for a gorgeous woman to literally fall into my lap on a flight to Alaska. Even better, she has absolutely no idea who I am.
Lainey is the perfect escape from my life. My plan for seclusion becomes a monthlong sex fest punctuated with domestic bliss. But it ends just as abruptly as it began. When I’m called away on a family emergency, I realize too late that I have no way to contact Lainey.
A year later, a chance encounter throws Lainey and me together again. But I still have a lie hanging over my head, and Lainey’s keeping secrets of her own. With more than lust at stake, the truth may be our game changer.

 

This was my first Helena Hunting book (spoiler: now she is my favorite author), and I even read it twice, at different times of the year, to see if it still had the same effect, and actually, the second time was even better!
This was also the book that introduced me to Sports Romances (also one of my new favorite genres) and got me to know so many other amazing books and authors.
So about the book itself, I have pretty much zero complaints, the story is amazingly written, flows and hooks you, and also surprises you. We have Rook, a professional hockey player, and Lainey, a master’s degree (for the third time) who gets anxious in crowded situations. This book has the perfect amount of humor (this author is extremely funny), heaviness (these characters have dept, they have backstories that shape who they are at the moment, you learn about their lives and personalities, they are so well written, it’s extremely convincing) and at the same time lighthearted (because despite having its heavy moments, they don’t overcome the history, you end this book remembering the good moments, because they are the majority of them).
Rook is one of the most respectful male characters that I have ever read, for me, he is an example of how good male characters should be represented (maybe putting aside the protectiveness and possessiveness)
At the end of the day, this book has everything, sweet moments, funny moments, sad moments, heavy moments, but it’s not complex or stuffy, it has just the right amount of everything. So for me, it is the best book I read this year.

 

General grade: 5/5 (well-written history, developed characters, consistent plotline)

Feminist grade: 5/5 (non-sexist characters, well-balanced relationship, strong female lead)

Final grade: 10/10

Read my review on “A Lie for a Lie” here

Now, the next one is a book example for me, so good, and so right on all instances…

2- The Dugout
Author: Meghan Quinn
Blurb: Let me ask you a question:
If someone is vying for your spot on a team and just so happens to injure you during practice, would you believe it was on purpose?
Word around campus is . . . it was no accident.
That injury has cost me everything; my starting position, my junior year—and the draft. Now, I’m a senior fresh off recovery, struggling to find my groove, until the day I run into a nervous, fidgety, girl with freckles, in the dining hall.
They call Milly Potter The Baseball Whisperer, The Diamond Wizard, and The Epitome of All Knowledge. She believes in baseball. She breathes it. She’s the queen of an infamous dynasty, but no one actually knows who she really is, and she plans to keep it that way.
One mishap in the panini line, one miscommunication in the weight room, and many failed attempts at an apology equal up to one solid truth — Milly Potter never wants to speak to me again — no matter how good my forearms look.
Little do we both know, she’s about to become more than just my fairy ballmother.
 

This is another sports romance, but this time, it’s not hockey, it’s baseball, and I realized that my love for sports romance it’s not limited to hockey-themed books (which is funny, being that I never watched a game of either sport…). This book broke a recurrent theme I noticed in sports romances, that was: “The guy plays, the girl is clueless, doesn’t like sports, don’t know anything about it”. In this book, the girl seems to know even more about baseball than the guy, which makes me sooooo happy (even though I am not that girl…), it was so good to see an empowered character like that!
This couple is honest and we see their relationship developing in the cutest of ways. We understand these characters and their choices and I love them just so much, they even seem like real people.

General grade: 5/5 (structured plotline, developed characters, and just an amazing story)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (amazing strong and sporty female lead, a male lead who is just a super nice guy and can realize when he was being a douchebag)
Final grade: 10/10 (I just loved and this is probably not the last time I’ll read it)

The next one is also a Sports Romance:

3- The Deal
Author: Elle Kennedy
Series: Off-Campus #1
Blurb: She’s about to make a deal with the college bad boy…
Hannah Wells has finally found someone who turns her on. But while she might be confident in every other area of her life, she’s carting around a full set of baggage when it comes to sex and seduction. If she wants to get her crush’s attention, she’ll have to step out of her comfort zone and make him take notice… even if it means tutoring the annoying, childish, cocky captain of the hockey team in exchange for a pretend date.
…and it’s going to be oh so good.
All Garrett Graham has ever wanted is to play professional hockey after graduation, but his plummeting GPA is threatening everything he’s worked so hard for. If helping a sarcastic brunette make another guy jealous will help him secure his position on the team, he’s all for it. But when one unexpected kiss leads to the wildest sex of both their lives, it doesn’t take long for Garrett to realize that pretend isn’t going to cut it. Now he just has to convince Hannah that the man she wants looks a lot like him.
 

I saw this book at the beginning of the year, but the blurb made me think that Garret was gonna be douchey, which made me put this reading off. But when I finally read it, it was so good!
I loved the friendship they built before they started dating and the commitment and responsibility that Garret has regarding hockey.
Some of my favorite parts of this book are SPOILERS, so if you haven’t read it yet, skip this part:
Also, TRIGGER WARNING about sexual abuse and domestic violence.
Hannah tells us right at the beginning that she is a rape victim, which I find a topic that is very important to talk about because I believe that the life of a person who sofers through something so horrible doesn’t end there, they will have to deal with that forever and I love reading stories about how they overcome this tragedy and continue living, being such strong and wonderful people. I say all of this being a person who never went through that, but I completely understand if there are a lot of people who wouldn’t want to read this type of content.
Despite putting this trigger warning, the book does not go into detail about her abuse but speaks a lot about the consequences and ramifications afterward. How it affects her life and her relationships nowadays, how it affected her family and the consequences that happened to her aggressor.
And finally, one thing that made me LOVE this book was how Garret dealt with this fact. How he was careful, and thoughtful, and supportive, which made me love this character even more.
Also, the other reason for the trigger warning was the fact that Garret’s mom was a domestic violence victim, how he dealt with that, how that affected his relationship with his dad, and how famous people (Garret’s dad is a famous hockey player) may have a background that we don’t know (and honestly sometimes we even do know, but a lot of people still idolize them). So this book touches a lot of topics that are so important, in a fun and light way, but still having depth, it’s extremely well done.

General grade: 5/5 (developed characters, a nice and consistent plotline, a nice progression to their relationship, and good rhythm)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (this book, as I said before touches a lot of major important topics in an amazing way and has characters who can serve as amazing role models)
Final grade: 10/10 (amazing story, amazing writing, amazing experience, just amazing)

The fourth one is one that I was so excited to read, I had to drop the other book I was reading, and start this one:

4 – Hearts In Darkness
Author: Laura Kaye
Series: Hearts in Darkness #1
Blurb: Two strangers…
When accountant Makenna James finds herself stranded in a pitch-black elevator, she can’t help but wonder about the stranger stuck with her. All she noticed about him before the lights went out was a dragon tattoo; all she knows now is his sexy, gruff voice in the darkness. 
Four hours…
Caden Grayson is inked, pierced, scarred on the inside and out—and terrified of the dark for reasons he’d rather not remember. Trapped in his worst nightmare, only the sweet voice of the red-headed beauty distracts him from his fear. And, oh, man, as the hours pass and the darkness heats up, that’s nothing compared to her touch.
One pitch-black elevator…
He’s all rough edges and she’s pin-striped skirts, but in the darkness they open up and reach out without any preconceptions to hold them back. But as attraction grows and sparks fly, will they feel the same when the lights come back on?

Just the synopsis made me fall in love with this book, I don’t know why but the idea of this met cute was just adorable and sweet and realistic to me. For the most part, I never like books that have instalove, (you know those couples who met today and tomorrow they are getting married?), because I hardly think they are realistic. This one felt real for me. This is one of the few instalove stories that I actually believe and love. They make such a strong emotional connection inside that elevator it is just amazing. Caden’s story is so hard and we feel his fear inside that elevator. I love stories that can introduce me to an experience that I never went through personally (and want to either), but I love to see these experiences and Caden’s is just heavy and life changing. 

The plot of having a couple that falls in love without having to rely on appearance is amazing to me, specially when they talk about preconceptions and how the lack of sight can give you an opportunity that you never would have any other way.

This is the only book I’ve ever seen that happens in hours, but still manages to have the exact right rhythm, to tell the whole story, it’s not full and not lacking of anything, it’s exactly right. We connect and understand and even suffer with them. And all the plot twists come in the exact right time. 

So worth it!

General grade: 5/5 (structured plotline, super developed characters, and amazing description)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (Super respctfull male lead, who is even shy at times, strong female lead and just an amazing situation)
Final grade: 10/10 (This book marked me really much, will probably read it again soon)

This one I even read twice, because I just loved it so much!

5 – Twisted Emotions
Author: Cora Reilly
Series: The Camorra Chronicles #2 
Blurb: Nino Falcone is genius and monster. As the right hand man and brother of the Capo of the Camorra, his lack of feelings is a blessing, not a curse – until his brother asks him to marry for the sake of the Camorra.
Kiara Vitiello, cousin of the Capo of the New York Famiglia, is chosen to marry Nino Falcone to prevent war with the Camorra, but what she hears about Las Vegas makes her veins pulse with terror. After her father betrayed his Capo and paid with his life, her family thinks marriage is her only chance to bring honor to her name; but only Kiara knows she’s a faulty prize given in return for peace.
A man incapable of emotions and a woman scarred by the past – an arranged marriage with the potential to unite, or destroy…

This one needs to have major TRIGGER WARNINGS (sexual abuse), because unlike “The Deal” this one has explicit details of Kiara’s experience, but it also shows her journey into becoming an amazingly strong woman. This is also one of the few “she changed him” stories that I actually believe. If you’ve read the previous book (Twisted Loyalties), you know that Nino is closed off and seems to not have feelings. But his relationship with Kiara slowly changes him and makes him feel more and more. That does not change his personality or the way he is with other people, especially because he is always respectful with everyone (when he is not dealing with his mob business) but it does change the way he responds to feelings and his interactions with Kiara.

My favorite part of this book is Kiara’s growth. She arrives a scared and submissive girl, and as she gains more trust (to Nino and his brothers) and confidence she regains control of her life, as she always felt was taken from her.

Despite all the monstrous things The Camorra are famous for, they seem to be the most respectful ones in this series and that surprised me a little, but pleased me a lot.

General grade: 5/5 (these books plotlines are normally amazing, and they deal with not only the story of the couple, but with the context of the mob-related parts of the story, so in this part, there are no complaints, really well written)
Feminist grade: 4,5/5 (this being a mob book, we tend to get a lot of sexism and some things we ignore, such as arranged marriage, but this was the most respectful relationship that I’ve ever seen in one of Cora’s books)
Final grade: 9,5/10 (Important and amazing content, fun and heavy at the same time, really worth it)

This one is hard to define my opinion…

6- Ruckus
Author: L.J. Shen
Series: Sinners of Saint #3
Blurb: They say that life is a beautiful lie and death a painful truth. They’re right. No one has ever made me feel more alive than the guy who serves as a constant reminder that my clock is ticking. He is my forbidden, shiny apple. The striking fallacy to my blunt, raw, truth. He is also my sister’s ex-boyfriend. One thing you should know before you judge me; I saw him first. I craved him first. I loved him first. Eleven years later, he waltzes into my life, demanding a second chance. Dean Cole wants to be my bronze horseman. But my clock is ticking. See, I’m not like the rest. I have an illness. Sometimes I conquer it. Sometimes it conquers me. My white knight has finally arrived. Hopefully, he isn’t too late.

It was a book that got me really involved, made me sad at some points, and desperate at others, but the worst part was the emotional connection I created with these characters, I was so connected, they felt like real people, that I was actually afraid to lose, which made me desperate to read “Broken Knight” (which is the book about their son) and I cried so much, so much, that I don’t know if I liked it or hated it (Broken Knight, because I loved Ruckus).
It was cute, but heavy and difficult and so real!

It showed me a reality I was not aware of, Rosie being a cystic fibrosis patient, and had a lot of depth and heartwarming and honestly heart-stopping moments. 

General grade: 4/5 (The plotline was a little messy at points, especially because there are a lot of “in the past” moments, but overall, well written)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (super strong female lead, but a not so reliable male lead, which he fixes, but it is still worth mentioning)
Final grade: 8/10 (The story stuck with me and marked me, but honestly don’t know if I would read it again)

Now, I loved this book so much, and I don’t even know the reason…

7- Right
Author: Jana Aston
Series: Cafe #2
Blurb: My childhood was perfect.
I’ve led a charmed life, and I’m not going to blow it now by picking the wrong guy.
I’ve got my sights set on my brother’s best friend.
He’s known my family for years. He’s reliable and kind and handsome.
Sure, he’s been avoiding me since I was six.
I’m a bit aggressive for him, maybe.
But he’s the one… right?

At the beginning of this book, I thought she would end up with the teacher, because we spent the entire book before (Wrong), listening about her obsession, but right at the beginning, you realize that it is not gonna be the case. I love this couple because they just click, they fit together so amazingly. She is crazy, and he is driven and decided, and also romantic and (unfortunately) a little stalkerish…
I love the personality that these characters have and that hooked me so much. This book seemed to drag a bit for me and take a bit of time to get to the plot twists, but it was still something that I loved and it got marked in my brain and it stands out in comparison with other books I’ve read this year (2020).

General grade: 4/5 (as I said the plotline drags a bit at points, but it has great plot twists, they just take a while to happen)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (I love the female lead, she is strong-minded, and I love that, but the male lead can be stalkerish, and I don’t appreciate that even if it seems harmless)
Final grade: 8/10 (I just loved and this is probably not the last time I’ll read it)

This one was by far one of the cutest books I’ve ever read! 

8- The Contract
Author: Melanie Moreland
Series: The Contract #1
Blurb: A tyrant by day, a playboy by night. That is the reputation that precedes Richard VanRyan. He lives life the way he wants, no concern for the opinion of others. He cares for no one, is completely unrepentant, and he has no desire to change his ways.
Katharine Elliott works under Richard as his PA. She despises him and his questionable ethics, but endures all the garbage he sends her way, because she needs the job. Her end goal is far more important than the daily abuse and demands she tolerates from her nasty tyrant of a boss.
Until the day, he asks her for something she never expected. A new role with a personal contract — fiancée instead of PA.
What happens when two people who loathe each other, have to live together and act as though they are madly in love?
Sparks.
That’s what happens.
Can the power of love really change a person?
Will they survive the contract?
What do you do when the one person you hate the most becomes the one person you can’t live without?

This was soooo cute! This couple is one of the cutest couples ever. Their relationship builds slowly, especially because they begin kinda hating each other, but the way they slowly fall for each other is amazing. As the synopsis says, we actually see Richard changing, in a very realistic way. I love how in the beginning of the book he finds her looks uninpressive, not ugly, but definitely not pretty or hot, and how their coexistence changes his view and his way to treat people, not only Khaterine, but everyone around him.  It is a reading that melts you, warms your heart, and leaves you with hearty eyes. 

General grade: 5/5 (love the plotline, the humor, and the slow build-up)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (not a fan of PA romances, but this doesn’t turn into one, so it’s okay. And not a fan of Kat being a virgin, found it a little unnecessary at the same time as a huge cliché)
Final grade: 9/10 (As I said a thousand times, super cute)

This one needs a TRIGGER WARNING: miscarriage and infertility

9 – All Your Perfects

Author: Colleen Hoover

Blurb: “Colleen Hoover delivers a tour de force novel about a troubled marriage and the one old forgotten promise that might be able to save it.

Quinn and Graham’s perfect love is threatened by their imperfect marriage. The memories, mistakes, and secrets that they have built up over the years are now tearing them apart. The one thing that could save them might also be the very thing that pushes their marriage beyond the point of repair.

All Your Perfects is a profound novel about a damaged couple whose potential future hinges on promises made in the past. This is a heartbreaking page-turner that asks: Can a resounding love with a perfect beginning survive a lifetime between two imperfect people?”

This is another one that for a long time I didn’t know what to think about. It was so heavy and real that I don’t know if I love it or hate it. The topics in this book (infertility and miscarriage, but also a problematic marriage) are super serious and relevant and the way Colleen describes, it felt raw and so real. I have never been through that (don’t wish it on me or anybody else) but this made me know and understand so many aspects that I would have never thought about. And because it was so real, and moving, I had my hard moments, because I wanted to see happy endings and happiness and that is not how Colleen writes. Today I know that I love this book with all of my heart, but I also know that I have to be careful with Colleen’s books because I may end up depressed.
One more positive side is that this book felt different for me, yes we had the met cute and the beginning of the relationship, but we get to see what happens after the happily ever after that comes after the wedding (which is where most books end), and that perspective is so interesting to me. So yeah, amazing but hard.

General grade: 5/5 (super interesting plot order, we go from past to present in every chapter, amazing out of ordinary writing)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (it shows super detailed facts that I don’t think most people know about, and it shows real struggles in a lot of women lives and marriages)
Final grade: 10/10 (hard but there is nothing like this one)

The next one was also hard but also amazing… If you haven’t read it and don’t like spoilers, I would advise you not to read the synopsis 

10- Regretting You
Author: Colleen Hoover
Blurb: Morgan Grant and her sixteen-year-old daughter, Clara, would like nothing more than to be nothing alike.
Morgan is determined to prevent her daughter from making the same mistakes she did. By getting pregnant and married way too young, Morgan put her own dreams on hold. Clara doesn’t want to follow in her mother’s footsteps. Her predictable mother doesn’t have a spontaneous bone in her body.
With warring personalities and conflicting goals, Morgan and Clara find it increasingly difficult to coexist. The only person who can bring peace to the household is Chris—Morgan’s husband, Clara’s father, and the family anchor. But that peace is shattered when Chris is involved in a tragic and questionable accident. The heartbreaking and long-lasting consequences will reach far beyond just Morgan and Clara.
While struggling to rebuild everything that crashed around them, Morgan finds comfort in the last person she expects to, and Clara turns to the one boy she’s been forbidden to see. With each passing day, new secrets, resentment, and misunderstandings make mother and daughter fall further apart. So far apart, it might be impossible for them to ever fall back together.

This was (I believe) the first book I ever read on kindle and probably the first book on 2020, but not only because of that, but it also marked me forever.
Like I said before, Colleen writes reality, she writes things that are tragic and hard to deal and not always her stories have a happy ending. That is why her books are so difficult for me. I advise anyone who wants to read this book to not read the synopsis, because it kind of ruins some of the surprises and plot twists that come with all her books, and I believe they make the experience even better. Colleen is an amazing writer and if you don’t have a poor heart it’s worth it to read her books.

General grade: 5/5 (this plotline varies between the mom’s point of view to the daughters and as all Colleen’s books, has an out of this world writing style)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (overall nothing to comment, but there were moments where Clara was a bit abusive in her relationship, not intentionally I believe, but she used her boyfriend to deal with her grieve in some moments, and in them, their relationship was not so healthy)
Final grade: 9/10 (Amazing book, but again, so real, it can make you contemplative and sad about the world)

The next one was cute and funny and different, and I need to find more books like it.

11- You Deserve Each Other
Author: Sarah Hogle
Blurb: Naomi Westfield has the perfect fiancé: Nicholas Rose holds doors open for her, remembers her restaurant orders, and comes from the kind of upstanding society family any bride would love to be a part of. They never fight. They’re preparing for their lavish wedding that’s three months away. And she is miserably and utterly sick of him.
Naomi wants out, but there’s a catch: whoever ends the engagement will have to foot the nonrefundable wedding bill. When Naomi discovers that Nicholas, too, has been feigning contentment, the two of them go head-to-head in a battle of pranks, sabotage, and all-out emotional warfare.
But with the countdown looming to the wedding that may or may not come to pass, Naomi finds her resolve slipping. Because now that they have nothing to lose, they’re finally being themselves–and having fun with the last person they expect: each other.
 

This book reminded me of “All Your Perfects” so much, because like the other, we have a perspective of a couple who was already together (these are engaged) and how they deal with problems that a lot of times are more difficult to deal with than the met cute problems. This is a person you already know you love, but you have to learn to love again and to deal with problems that are deep inside yourself and in your relationship.

Their fighting is amazing and their making up is even better. Fun and deep and completely different from everything I’ve read, but also so cute and adorable. 

Absolutely love it.

General grade: 5/5 (amazing plotline, super developed characters and story in general, characters that grow right in front of you, amazing writing)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (amazing relationship role model)
Final grade: 10/10 (I just loved and this is probably not the last time I’ll read it)

Last but not least, this one was not a romantic book, it has more mystery and investigation, but I could not leave it behind. 

 

12- The Good Girl
Author: Mary Kubica
Blurb: I’ve been following her for the past few days. I know where she buys her groceries, where she works. I don’t know the color of her eyes or what they look like when she’s scared. But I will.
One night, Mia Dennett enters a bar to meet her on-again, off-again boyfriend. But when he doesn’t show, she unwisely leaves with an enigmatic stranger. At first Colin Thatcher seems like a safe one-night stand. But following Colin home will turn out to be the worst mistake of Mia’s life.
When Colin decides to hide Mia in a secluded cabin in rural Minnesota instead of delivering her to his employers, Mia’s mother, Eve, and detective Gabe Hoffman will stop at nothing to find them. But no one could have predicted the emotional entanglements that eventually cause this family’s world to shatter.
 

I have a weird relationship with this book, when I finished it, I hated it, I trash-talked about it to anyone in my surroundings, (so much that my mom told me to stop because even she was getting annoyed). I was outraged and the ending kept rolling in my mind for so many days. But then the days passed, and I recovered from the surprise and shock and indignation, and I realized that this book is AMAZING.
I won’t tell you anything about this book because, honestly, anything is a spoiler that is definitely going to mess with your experience. I’m just gonna say that this book is not cute, this book is hard and heavy and surprising. I recommend anyone who likes mystery and investigation to read it, and to please share your reaction to the end with me, I don’t want to be alone in this.

General grade: 5/5 (amazing plotline and writing, incredible plot twists, and just a super well-written story)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (nothing good, but also nothing bad to report (that I can remember at the moment))
Final grade: 10/10 (super interesting and engaging)

Now for some bonus books:

Love in the light – Laura Kaye 
This is the sequence to Hearts in Darkness and first of all:
TRIGGER WARNING: PTSD and psychological problems.
This book was raw to me, we get to know a lot more about these characters (especially because we spent less than 24 hours with them in the last book) and the author describes very specifically how Caden’s condition affects him and his life, and the ones around him. I cried during this book, I felt so connected to Caden and also to Makenna, and I understood some things that I would never know about because PTSD is not something that I have personally experienced. Amazing read deserves a mention.

“Jeitos de usar a boca” (or Milk and Honey in the English version – by Rupi Kaur)
I absolutely loved this book and even though it is not a fictional storybook, I couldn’t not mention it, because it touched me deeply, it talks about so many things that women go through and also people in general. I will keep this book in my heart (and in my kindle) for the rest of my life because it is beautiful.

Nuts – Alice Clayton
This one, after such hard and heavy readings, is a fun and lighthearted experience. This book is funny and full of personality and cute interactions. It’s not hard to read and it made me smile so much. And also made me want to read the rest of the series, which I need to do as soon as possible.

Filthy beautiful lust – Kendall Ryan
This was different from the other books in the series, in an amazing way. I love stories that have babies in them and nice guys who like babies. This is here pretty much because of this hahaha. This book marked me, but to be fair I haven’t read it since April maybe, so my opinion may be a little blurry, but I remember loving it.

And also I would like to add that any book by these authors I mentioned are going to be amazing because I had so many more books from them, that deserved to be mentioned, but I’ll work on publishing their reviews this year (2021).

Well, that is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy these books if you decide to read them. Feel free to leave your opinion about it in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

  • I know that some comments I make about decent guys on my posts are the bare minimum a guy should do, so no, they don’t deserve to be treated like gods for doing the minimum, but at the same time, I’ve read a lot of sexist books and I appreciate authors who make characters that can serve as role models and examples of how a decent guy acts and what a loving and respectful relationship looks like. I believe we should always encourage these authors and bring attention to the ones that still write sexist characters and stories. 
  • I make a lot of comments about sexism and healthy role models in books, but a lot of times these characteristics don’t make the book a bad book and definitely don’t make the author a bad author. Please never shame these authors and these books for these comments, I simply feel that we need to have awareness of the less than ideal situations some books bring us, and not use the romanticized problem as examples of what a relationship should be. Most of these authors are still amazing and the content they write doesn’t reflect directly with their personal views and opinions. Always make sure to respect and be kind to everyone, even while criticizing their content. 

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Today I’m gonna tell you guys about all the books I read this first month of the year!

1 – The Kiss Thief

Author: L.J. Shen

Blurb: They say your first kiss should be earned. Mine was stolen by a devil in a masquerade mask under the black Chicago sky. They say the vows you take on your wedding day are sacred. Mine were broken before we left church. They say your heart only beats for one man. Mine split and bled for two rivals who fought for it until the bitter end.

I was promised to Angelo Bandini, the heir to one of the most powerful families in the Chicago Outfit. Then taken by Senator Wolfe Keaton, who held my father’s sins over his head to force me into marriage. They say that all great love stories have a happy ending.

I, Francesca Rossi, found myself erasing and rewriting mine until the very last chapter.

One kiss. Two men. Three lives. Entwined together.

And somewhere between these two men, I had to find my forever.

 

This book was interesting, not at all what I expected. Reading the synopsis, I believe that this book was gonna be about a love triangle between her childhood love and her newly arranged husband. But no, she never loved both men at the same time (despite what her caveman of a husband believes).
This book has a lot of sexism, but at the same time is a mob-related book, so we ignore some things, like the arranged marriage.
Overall, nice read, not the cutest couple ever, and I honestly don’t like Wolfe a lot, but it was an interesting book.

General grade: 4/5 (developed characters, the plot was a little dense, but overall a nice experience)
Feminist grade: 3/5 (sexist characters, a strong female lead, but her actions are a lot of times childish and immature, and their relationship is far from healthy)
Final grade: 7/10 (A nice book, but not something I feel in love with)

2 – The Setup 

Author: Meghan Quinn

Blurb: I’ve fallen victim to a heinous act.
An act so vile, so downright dirty, that I’m not sure as a twenty-year-old man I’ll ever recover. Brace yourself, because what I’m about to tell you might have you gasping in secondhand horror.
Ready? Here it goes . . .

I’ve recently become the pawn of a meddling mom. Yes . . . A MEDDLING MOM–who’s been trying to set me up all summer. Now, I understand it’s not a crime for a mother to want her child to fall in love, but when she makes it her relentless MISSION, the heinous act should be classified as a misdemeanor at least. Of course, my mom, the evil matriarch in the devil’s leggings, made her final stab at finding a girl for me days before I went back to college. And I hate to admit it, but she saved a doozy for last. A titan in black skinny jeans. A boss of nonchalance. And a girl who would not only turn my life upside down, but do it while juggling a soccer ball, looking effortlessly gorgeous around campus, and is one hundred percent against relationships. Of any sort.

Thanks, Mom. 

I was extremely excited about this book, I love Meghan Quinn and the rest of this series (even if the book says is a standalone, it’s a series haha) so I had really high expectations for this book. I waited a few months for its release but didn’t have time to read it when it finally came out. So at the begging of this year, I couldn’t wait anymore.
I have to say I was disappointed, unfortunately. The relationship of this couple was not the best one, no communication at all and they were never really honest with each other, which resulted in a lot of problems.

General grade: 3/5 (developed characters, but the plot drags for too long and sometimes is messy, but also their relationship never gets real development)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (the male character is not sexist, which I love, but I believe the female lead has some questionable actions in this story, some manipulations, and overall, not healthy relationship material)
Final grade: 7/10 (good book, but I expected more based on previous experience and it didn’t deliver)

3 – The Strike Out 

Author: Meghan Quinn

Blurb: It started with one night out with the boys.
She was the hot diner waitress putting herself through school.
I was the rich, arrogant player everyone misjudges.
On paper we didn’t match.
Yet all it took was one day. One single day to change her mind.
She wasn’t planning to spend her day off with me.
She wasn’t supposed to fall for my charm.
But one day, one smile, turned into several nights of her calling out my name.
I’m not the guy she should end up with. I’m jealous, possessive. Not here for a long time – just a good time.
She’s changed me.
But, for some reason, I feel her slipping through my fingers and no matter what I do, I fear I’m going to strike out with the one and only girl I’ve ever fallen for.

Now, this was soooo goood! This couple is just so cute! Their story has depth and meaning and even though it was a simple story without a lot of plot twists, it all makes sense. I loved that Holt was a sensible and sensitive character, that even has anxiety problems, which I love seeing in a strong male character, because man also have psychological problems, but most of them won’t ask for help in dealing with them. He is, sometimes, too jealous but we see him addressing and working on that, as he does with every problem that he finds in himself. 
This is an amazing example of a couple, they communicate and even their fights are civilized and mature. This is a great role model as a relationship and as individuals.

General grade: 4/5 (a good and structured plotline, but fairly simple, without a lot of twists)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (amazing characters and an amazing example of relationship)
Final grade: 9/10 (loved the reading, but not as exciting as other books)

4 – The Dugout 

Author: Meghan Quinn

Blurb: Let me ask you a question:
If someone is vying for your spot on a team and just so happens to injure you during practice, would you believe it was on purpose?
Word around campus is . . . it was no accident.
That injury has cost me everything; my starting position, my junior year—and the draft. Now, I’m a senior fresh off recovery, struggling to find my groove, until the day I run into a nervous, fidgety, girl with freckles, in the dining hall.
They call Milly Potter The Baseball Whisperer, The Diamond Wizard, and The Epitome of All Knowledge. She believes in baseball. She breathes it. She’s the queen of an infamous dynasty, but no one actually knows who she really is, and she plans to keep it that way.
One mishap in the panini line, one miscommunication in the weight room, and many failed attempts at an apology equal up to one solid truth — Milly Potter never wants to speak to me again — no matter how good my forearms look.
Little do we both know, she’s about to become more than just my fairy ballmother.

This was already one of my favorites last year, but after reading the last two books of this series I was missing this book because it was just so good!
This book has a strong and sporty female lead, an honest and adorable male lead, and one of the cutest relationships I’ve ever read.
This couple is honest and we see their relationship developing in the cutest of ways. Milly is a baseball goddess and I love that she can teach it to Carson, a star baseball player who lost his swing.
I can’t even describe how much I love their story, and reading it for the second time was even better.

General grade: 5/5 (structured plotline, developed characters, and just an amazing story)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (amazing strong and sporty female lead, a male lead who is just a super nice guy and can realize when he was being a douchebag)
Final grade: 10/10 (I just loved and this is probably not the last time I’ll read it)

5 – The Trade

Author: Meghan Quinn

Blurb: Can you pinpoint a time in your life where you realized you are completely and utterly screwed?
I can. I got the dreaded phone call, the one every baseball player hopes and prays never comes.
I was traded. Yeah, that phone call.
Traded from my long time team of over ten years. And not just to any team, but my childhood rivals; the Chicago Rebels.
Completely and utterly screwed, right? Wrong. The trade was the least of my concerns.
I met a girl. Natalie. Man, she’s perfect.
I swore I would never get involved with anyone during the season. Too complicated. But can you believe I have zero restraint when it comes to this girl? I couldn’t get her out of my head and the more I talked to her, the more I realized I needed her in my life.
So what’s the problem? Why am I screwed? Because, Natalie, the girl I can’t stop crushing on, yeah… she’s married.
At least, that’s what I was told…

After reading “The Dugout” I had to read this one.
Cory is Milly’s older brother, who is also a star baseball player for a major league baseball team. I wanted to read this one again because this was the first Meghan Quinn book I ever read and even though I understood the whole book without having to read the previous ones, the other characters are a big part of this story, something that I didn’t really get to appreciate the first time I read. So I decided to read again and see the difference.
It was definitely awesome to see these characters that I love interacting, but also this plotline is a bit dragged at some points, and since I already knew what was going to happen, the excitement of the book died soon, and my will to read it subsided a lot.

General grade: 4/5 (the plot line drags at some points, and some things take too long to happen)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (I honestly don’t have a lot of criticism nor complements on this area. Nothing problematic gets my attention, but also nothing super positive)
Final grade: 8/10 (A good book, but it doesn’t get me excited anymore)

6 – Shacking Up 

Author: Helena Hunting 

Series: Shaking Up #1

Blurb: Ruby Scott is months behind on rent and can’t seem to land a steady job. She has one chance to turn things around with a big audition. But instead of getting her big break, she gets sick as a dog and completely bombs it in the most humiliating fashion. All thanks to a mysterious, gorgeous guy who kissed—and then coughed on—her at a party the night before.
Luckily, her best friend might have found the perfect opportunity; a job staying at the lavish penthouse apartment of hotel magnate Bancroft Mills while he’s out of town, taking care of his exotic pets. But when the newly-evicted Ruby arrives to meet her new employer, it turns out Bane is the same guy who got her sick. Seeing his role in Ruby’s dilemma, Bane offers her a permanent job as his live-in pet sitter until she can get back on her feet.

I wanted to read this series for a long time, but since it was not available in Kindle Unlimited I dragged it until I couldn’t hold it anymore. I absolutely love Helena Hunting and all the books that I’ve read from her so far were amazing, so I had high hopes for this one, and she did not disappoint me.
Shacking Up, despite having a plotline that takes a little bit of time to develop, it was a great read because these two characters have a lot of personality (as you would expect from Helena) and their interactions are just amazing to read. They were just so cute and their flirting and banter were just adorable.
I love that Bancroft was accepting of her job and overall a decent and sweet guy who loves his pets.

General grade: 4/5 (the plot takes some time to develop, but nothing that gets in the way, developed characters, and a structured plotline that makes a lot of sense)
Feminist grade: 5/5 (Bancroft is sweet and non-sexist, non-judgemental, and overall a super nice guy, while Ruby is super strong and strong-minded, can deal with things herself, and it was just amazing)
Final grade: 9/10 (Loved this book, and will probably read it again)

7 – Hooking Up

Author: Helena Hunting

Series: Shacking Up #2

Blurb: Amalie Whitfield is the picture of a blushing bride during her wedding reception ― but for all the wrong reasons. Instead of proclaiming his undying love, her husband can be heard, by Amalie and their guests, getting off with someone else. She has every reason to freak out, and in a moment of insanity, she throws herself at the first hot-blooded male she sees. But he’s not interested in becoming her revenge screw.
Mortified and desperate to escape the post-wedding drama, Amalie decides to go on her honeymoon alone, only to find the man who rejected her also heading to the same tiny island for work. But this time he isn’t holding back. She should know better than to sleep with someone she knows, but she can’t seem to resist him. They might agree that what happens on the island should stay on the island, but neither one can deny that their attraction is more than just physical.

Now, Amie and Lexington was a couple that I predicted at the beginning of Shaking Up, Armstrong (Amie’s former fiance) was just a huge douchebag and I was waiting for the day she would dump his ass, but it took a ruined wedding to make that happen. 

I love that they did not stall the beginning of their relationship even though they put a deadline to it, but I also love that when it came to solving problems they were able to be honest, and open with each other, even though sometimes their first instinct was to run away. A super cute couple, that I just loved. 

General grade: 4.5/5 (Loved everything, developed characters, but a really simple plotline) 

Feminist grade: 5/5 (strong female lead, a respectful male lead, and a fiance who shows us all the manipulation and twisted problems that can happen and go unnoticed in a relationship) 

Final grade: 9.5/10 (Loved it, and will also probably read it again) 

8 – Making Up 

Author: Helena Hunting

Series: Shacking Up #4

Blurb: Cosy Felton is great at her job—she knows just how to handle the awkwardness that comes with working at an adult toy store. So when the hottest guy she’s ever seen walks into the shop looking completely overwhelmed, she’s more than happy to turn on the charm and help him purchase all of the items on his list.
Griffin Mills is using his business trip in Las Vegas as a chance to escape the broken pieces of his life in New York City. The last thing he wants is to be put in charge of buying gag gifts for his friend’s bachelor party. Despite being totally out of his element, and mortified by the whole experience, Griffin is pleasantly surprised when he finds himself attracted to the sales girl that helped him.
As skeptical as Cosy may be of Griffin’s motivations, there’s something about him that intrigues her. But sometimes what happens in Vegas doesn’t always stay in Vegas and when real life gets in the way, all bets are off. 

 

This one disappointed me. After two great books, I had really high expectations that were not met. These characters don’t really have a lot of personalities and they were not so developed which made me wonder why they were doing the things they did. This had a big age gap (11 years I believe) and that would not be a problem if the characters didn’t bring it up so often. Cute couple, but I didn’t fall in love with them and that is sad, because I love Helena Hunting, so it was sad to not love her book. But honestly, I think that if I didn’t know this book was Helena’s I would find it cool, but I expected so much of it and it didn’t meet the standards I had for it.

General grade: 3/5 (didn’t understand the characters and their choices, the plot was a little all over the place with problems that didn’t find a solution, they were just forgotten)
Feminist grade: 4/5 (Griffin is possessive and domineering, not in a bad way, but I didn’t appreciate some of his actions. And Cosy went from strong female to virgin innocent girl, also something I didn’t appreciate)
Final grade: 7/10 (Overall good and had some cute moments, but left me disappointed)

Those were all the books I read this month, soon I’ll be posting individualized reviews for each of them where I tell in extreme detail (and some spoilers) why I loved or not so much all these books. 

Well, that is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy these books if you decide to read them. Feel free to leave your opinion about it in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

  • I know that some comments I make about decent guys on my posts are the bare minimum a guy should do, so no, they don’t deserve to be treated like gods for doing the minimum, but at the same time, I’ve read a lot of sexist books and I appreciate authors who make characters that can serve as role models and examples of how a decent guy acts and what a loving and respectful relationship looks like. I believe we should always encourage these authors and bring attention to the ones that still write sexist characters and stories. 
  • I make a lot of comments about sexism and healthy role models in books, but a lot of times these characteristics don’t make the book a bad book and definitely don’t make the author a bad author. Please never shame these authors and these books for these comments, I simply feel that we need to have awareness of the less than ideal situations some books bring us, and not use the romanticized problem as examples of what a relationship should be. Most of these authors are still amazing and the content they write doesn’t reflect directly with their personal views and opinions. Always make sure to respect and be kind to everyone, even while criticizing their content. 

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Hello sassy people!

So today I’m gonna talk about one of my favorite books, by my current favorite author, Helena Hunting! 

Name: A Lie for A Lie 

 Author: Helena Hunting 

 Series: All In #1 

 Blurb: Sometimes I need an escape from the   demands, the puck bunnies, and the notoriety that   come with being an NHL team captain. I just want   to be a normal guy for a few weeks. So when I   leave  Chicago for some peace and quiet, the last   thing I expect is for a gorgeous woman to literally   fall into my lap on a flight to Alaska. Even better,   she has absolutely no idea who I am.

 Lainey is the perfect escape from my life. My plan   for seclusion becomes a monthlong sex fest   punctuated with domestic bliss. But it ends just as   abruptly as it began. When I’m called away on a   family emergency, I realize too late that I have no   way to contact Lainey.

A year later, a chance encounter throws Lainey and me together again. But I still have a lie hanging over my head, and Lainey’s keeping secrets of her own. With more than lust at stake, the truth may be our game changer. 

This was my first sports romance ever, and I fell in love with it (don’t make me explain why cause I don’t understand either), and it was also my first book from Helena Hunting, for who now I am in love and reading everything she ever wrote. This book introduced me to this amazing family that Helena created in the Pucked Series and it continues in the All In Series. 

Now, you don’t need to read the other series to understand this book, but it makes it a better experience (I read A lie for a lie first, then the entire Pucked Series, and then I had to come back and read A Lie for a lie again). 

So where do I begin? This book was really sweet and it has a defined plotline, which I appreciate. 

So the book begins whit their reencounter, we have the point of view of Rook, while he goes to the birthday party of one of his teammate’s kid. There he sees Lainey again, or how they refer to her up until this moment: Alaska girl. 

After that, we are thrown into the past, and find out how they met. Lainey fell into his lap on the airplane and we get the line: 

They are both headed to Alaska, Kodiac Island to be specific and we watch them get to know each other, get closer and they end up staying in the same cabin for the entire time. 

But a sudden emergency makes Rook go away, without leaving any form of contact. 

A year later he is still hung up on Alaska girl. So when he meets her at the birthday party in the aquarium, he thinks fate gave him a gift. But there is just one tiny detail. He lied to her, about his name when she didn’t recognize him on the plane, he said his name was RJ. 

Also, at a later point, instead of saying he was an NHL player, he told her he worked at an alpaca farm (that belonged to his parents). So their moment of reunion becomes a sad moment for Lainey when she realizes he lied to her about things that were so important.

She goes away, but he keeps coming back to the aquarium, pursuing her. 

Now, here comes a big SPOILER: 

I was really proud of myself for this part here:

Right at the begging of the book, Rook says: 

The minute I read I said, he is gonna be a daddy soon, cause this comment is not here for no reason, and this proves how Helena Hunting is a good writer. For me a sign of a good writer is that they never leave a piece of information loose, everything in their books is intentional, every i has a dot, and t is crossed. 

So as I predicted:

Lainey is also keeping a secret, she had a baby, after he went away from Alaska, she realized she was pregnant, but she had no way to contact him, and her search for an RJ on an alpaca farm wasn’t really successful. 

Now she has a baby boy and she is not sure she wants Rook in their lives since she clearly doesn’t trust him much anymore. 

But since he is the father and has the right to know, she tells him and he starts in the journey to prove himself reliable and trustworthy, and to win back his place in her and the baby’s life. 

From now on its just cuteness and love. 

Now, I absolutely love all the characters in this book, they have development and history, there is always a very clear explanation for their behavior, so you always understand them and the reason for their choices (good or bad). Lainey has a history of trauma and that makes her more sensitive, while Rook has a history of being harassed by fans (especially female fans) for being a hockey player, which explains his reluctance to reveal his true identity. 

This book doesn’t bring a lot of hockey commentary, especially if compared to the other books in this series or the previous series, but that was not a problem for me (especially since I’ve never watched a game of hockey), so it didn’t make much of a difference in my opinion. 

One other aspect from this book (that I always analyze) is if the male character is sexist or not, if he can admit his mistakes and realize when he is being too alpha male, and I am happy to say that Rook passed the test, he is an example of a good male character, despite a bit overprotective, and I love that Lainey has her moments of strong women, moments where she has the hole of dominant in their relationship, and I absolutely love and appreciate that. 

Last but not least, I love the parent moments from this book, love the moments where Rook has to deal with Kodiac (yes, she named their baby as the name of the island they met) by himself and that is just so cute! 

Now for the score:

General grade: 5/5 (well-written history, developed characters, consistent plotline)

Feminist grade: 5/5 (non-sexist characters, well-balanced relationship, strong female lead)

Final grade: 10/10

Well, that is all for today, I hope you like this post, hope you enjoy this book if you decide to read it. Feel free to leave your opinion about it in the comments and I will see you next time! 

Bye sassy people! 

 

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